>>35296
>>35309
Watch her streams and you'll find out what it actually is.
Shy and socially awkward recluse who never had the opportunity to learn how to hang out with people.
Is desparate for friendship and connection, but has very few opportunities to meet new people.
So when she does socialize, the stakes feel high and she struggles with the pressure.
Has admitted to have unrealistic expectations of friends. Has depression and mood swings.

Basicly she is the pretty girl version of a lot of people here. Which has the added pittfall of people assuming you are normal.