>>47361
>if she just did Twitch
There was a time when she had 400-500 viewers. Twitch is very much a 'foot in the door' challenge and she had her foot in the door. She withdrew it to go and become a pornstar.

>The girl is unstable and can't keep to any schedule
From August 2017 to Oct 2023 she managed to release 10 to 20 Tiktoks per month except for a few short breaks. When she feels what she is doing is good she manages it.

>she thinks she fucks up everything anyway, so nothing matters
This is the point, this is exactly how I have imagined her state of mind as well. You get that sense when she talks (talked?) about her IG subs or Tiktok likes on stream. Now most of the feedback she gets is OF and I think a lot of it is not very nice.

>living alone was a terrible move
Unless I am reading too much into it I assume she moved out because she was not allowed to make porn in her parents home. Back to the LA OnlyFriends being the root of her problems.

And before someone says it, trying to understand what went wrong is not saying she bears no blame.