>>3249
No one has to get married or whatever. Live for beauty instead. Life is not happy, it is not enjoyable, but it can be beautiful.

Bonbi was an amazing example of the aesthetic beauty that is the best the justification for existence. Her destruction is horrific but her glory was a reality too.

And live for the spirit. To purify your soul. Not for anything practical, not for any goal or dream. Those are all empty anyway, even if you achieve them they would be dry straw.
This is what I try to do, though my sorrow is with me always.