>>4042
I've watched some of it on Youtube. I can only watch a few minutes at a time. It's painful to watch. She's so incredibly adorable and appealing there... It would've been hard to watch in the moment, but now knowing what would happen to that amazing girl makes it much worse. The signs of doom you see even in that vid, when she talks about how awkward she is and says she hates herself... It's like watching someone before a car crash.
She reminds me of a little lamb. Impossibly adorable and sweet. Also, as events have improved, totally incapable of taking care of herself, like an animal. It hurts knowing she couldn't save herself and no one else, whether her family, fans, or her BF, did either. I know she's responsible for what's happened but she still deserved better from others.
I don't know if I'll ever be able to watch her goodbye stream from after she was doxxed. I think seeing her sad would be wrenching beyond belief. Especially knowing how much sadder her life was going to get... A different kind of sadness, though.