>>13773
Nah im not interested in becoming a “girl” whos masculine for the sake of attention and thinking shes different or shes just a tranny in general. Although my whole point is that im confused and disgusted is all, i may be an ugly loser female who was severely bullied with a terrible family figure i chose to just go with it. I dont care if my surroundings is shitty like what i said but i just simply am disappointed and especially that they all just complain and shit and then proceeds to seek another person to hook up with and then dump them. I do want a male figure who will love me and willing to make my life better and have a family together, but thats not my focus right now, im just upset about my shitty social skills and life and terrible father figure who fucked everything up and my shitty mental disorders (diagnosed), HOWEVER i choose not to rant and complain over it, if this is what god gave me then i’ll accept it, and i will try to become better and grow out of it and become stronger.