>>949
He's better off without me yaar.
He's still 24 and has a whole life ahead to live, and not rot in here with me while I suffer every day moving towards him and then moving away and all the back and forth.

He is experiencing something he had been through before already. Apparently a girl with BPD had already dumped him and left. He needs to work on these problems so he doesn't get close to people like me again. He was already struggling a lot trying to make me properly be here but I was doing a lot of randirona with him.

Yeah this is how I cope.