>>1363 >Kind of a state of both happy and a little bit sad, but not in a way that I can describe very well, at least at the moment. That´s describing me. I certainly don´t know how to feel sometimes. I am introvert and I seem like a robot on the outside, an automaton that says almost nothing. I mostly listen instead of speaking, that´s why I don´t consider myself a leader at core, I am more like a loyal sidekick. But when I speak, I have a lot to speak. While I feel nothing, everything that attracts me also fits in the grey area. No emotion is clear nor it is easy to draw the line. Sadness and happiness can be felt at the same time and those are irrational and not as opposing as you may think. Most of the people who commit suicide show happiness and pretend nothing happens to others before the event.
>it was written about somepony else. Especially someone like DWK. Both from the standpoint of how it almost seems a bit odd and how it is something that is serious and that wouldn't be thought about someone who is such a shitposter in such a genuine light. Humanizing him. it´s weird I know. I personally don´t know him. However, there were two or three replies from him. I was asking like pretending I was an idiot/troll why people liked MLP so much for so much time and I got those messages. I only watched his Recap of It isn´t the Mane Thing before writing the green just to secure an idea of his persona as a character. He is famous and served me to show how /mlp/ is while putting his conditions into the story. I humanize him a little because it shows a little bit of me. People forgetting how to feel and robots that can feel more than them. Everything you want to hear and everything you want to see...
And I love Rarity, you have no idea how much I love her especially with the images I have posted about her in this site. Just that I don´t show the root of it too much. It just saddens me that I am not able to draw her as a seapony. I tried it once last year and while it wasn´t too bad, I am certainly ashamed of not having the skills to make justice. It seems that writing about my personal view works a bit more than drawing so far but I have that spine hidden somewhere.
I have put that DWK loves her but so do I. She is one of the main reasons why I had survived the season 3 downfall in quality. Sisterhooves Social was the turning point of the show for me. That episode turned the show from something ironic to something I ended up feeling something genuinely real and emotional from a show I shouldn´t have loved in theory. She was my least favourite character in season 1 and I considered her annoying and a prick whore... I almost throw up at myself for thinking that in the past....
