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However, I do feel that my body doesn't want the perfect things all the time. My take on blurryness and flaws seems like fun but it just expresses how much I feel like,I prefer loving things that are not meant to be there.
That's an interesting motivation. I almost get it but I think I'll have to show you with some kind of edit or something to transmit what I mean fully. Again, I get why you feel a little dirty about this, as it almost feels like you're straying into anti-art territory with your intent, but I think there still could be more here than just destruction.

>I take several tries in order to make it correctly chaotic in my view. I am posting these edits not because I am transmitting art.I leave them here because I don't know if I can mess up with them in the same way again.
For me wanting something to feel chaotic could also be an expression of energy. Your last Fluttershy pic actually gives me some interesting vibes. Almost darker, like a tragic feel. Though you didn't have artistic intent, this is almost fitting to what you set out to do. Not calling it a masterpiece, but I found it all interesting.

And alas I have been interrupted, well will post later.