>>1855
>I am surprised that you feel that darkness within the picture because I wasn´t having the best day, thinking about I could do in the future with my life.
Perhaps some of your mood shifted into your work? though with the feels you describe, it sounds similar to how I have felt before i the not too distant past. Each day was a step forward into nowhere, I felt like was just going through the motions with no plan which then lead to my rigid schedule and no fun allowed attitude...

>I was asking myself what the fuck I was doing, it didn´t make sense to me around that time.
This when taking into account your not so good day reminds me of myself several years ago and still a tiny bit today like you had to justify everything you did and simple little pass times like that were a waste of time compared to preparing you future. Not saying that I have ya figured out or I'm trying to play shrink, it just reminds me very strongly of sentiments I had and still have a little bit Again, a lot of stuff I've touched on before.

>I cannot deny that. Is it commercial for a visual piece though?
I don't know. I often had growing up numerous different things that I did little bits of because of mood but never finished, because it was only an expression of a certain feel t a certain time. though maybe with work and a little discipline things like that could go somewhere.