Anon 09/14/2018 (Fri) 22:50:12 No.2048 del
>>2043

>you certainly can regain peace.
indeed and I have found some mediums to gain it considerably for a while. I just needed time to find them.
> became entirely devoted to getting goals done and my happiness died with it. I could have been a serious overstressed person if I fully followed that path, but now I could write stupid stories about Twilight growing 32 eyes and each one of those eyes having a personality based on a different food and just laugh at the inanity of it.
well, yeah. Excessive seriousness, like every excess, is unhealthy as fuck and your body doesn´t tolerate as much, so comedy and careless thoughts come to balance and take a break from that stress.
The thing is that I take the serious path because I have found it the most effective or a tense comfort zone so far. If you knew how my jokes were in my teenage years, you would cringe badly. I get a laugh from random things that no one understands. What has changed is sharing that same joke.I have grown some sort of comedy and sarcastic forms, just that it depends how the occasion fits for that mode of laughing at ourselves. It´s somewhat situational and most of my laughs come the moment I expect the least or when something makes no sense but it clicks and one stops caring about everything else.

If you felt like choosing that alternative path, it must have had a good reason your body chose during those moments and I perfectly get it.