>TBH I feel quite split on my life and how to view it and probably shouldn't have mentioned that little fact there, at least in that way. honestly, I would take those existential thoughts into something more abstract and hidden in between the lines that you could write in a fic. What you (and I) have done is quite risky (in theory) and there are people that could take advantage of it but hey, it says a lot the fact that you are telling us this. I still repeat that this is risky as hell because you are telling it to some random anons that you don´t know who they are behind the screen , maybe there are ponies typing on these keyboards, I will leave it at that.... The only saving grace is that there are more common cases than one would believe but they don´t make it public.
>Basically I've been in a wide variety of situations and to fully explain it would require to go far into the personal. either simplify it into a more ordinary situation or just don´t give that info if you don´t see yourself confident enough...which is pretty understandable and the most logical choice.
>Because victimhood and introversion are desired and reduced so much on the net as a way to be cool and gain social status, so it makes me a little aloof in such matters unless something comes up basically, the natural reaction that one gets towards those teenagers that shitpost: "Lol I am depressed this week" and practice the ATTW skills just to have replies and more attention. Those who are actually fucked up...don´t show it as a sport very often. They hide it and pretty well from the outside and those adjectives go beyond from the the stereotype built in the net. I cannot point out a single group for claiming any guilt for such bad image (probably emos in the 2000s but even then, there´s not an uniform sample for that) but most likely, those who cried the loudest surely damaged the image of such emotions/behavior, especially if they bring something negative.
As for being aloof on the topic, I....well, you can see my obsession on drawing the line of what´s edgy and what it isn´t. The stigma still applies even after a decade. For describing such thoughts, you would have to go further than 140 characters and sadly, it requires more effort out there to prove a genuine sign of it.
