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>Maybe it's numbness. Maybe it the emotion is deep inside.
most likely it only appears at certain times but not all that often and when it´s triggered, one notices when the voice inside me can transmit more than usual.

I wrote that because there is always that chance that could be compared to icon like JustinRPG or Chris Chan in terms of being messed up in the head. After two years, I felt like doing the exercise of laughing at myself because, what should one feel after doing all this honestly?

>Maybe... it isn't simply emptiness but peace that we've gone so far it has become a pattern of sorts?No pressure to keep going to new highs, no worry of failure and no awkwardness from the early days? Just sailing along at your own pace

I still do have a certain compromise about what I do. I certainly act most of the time as if I were being watched so despite sailing at my own rhythm, when something sparks into my head, I cannot get rid of it. Perhaps I try to be more ambitious when it isn´t all that necessary in the first place. Perhaps one doesn´t need to aim that high but one gets a little bit anxious to feel about falling low at a certain point. However, considering that this is the internet what we are talking about, this board might be looked like a vanilla thing for outsiders (and even in a positive light) so maybe you are right about no need to worry about committing mistakes (even though that feeling still remains latent).

It sounds quite overwhelming for very few people to do all this though.

About that song, is that band a one hit-wonder? Because I have listened to that song so many times on the radio. I don´t hear it all that much but I swear that this one would appear a lot if I put the radio on. It´s one of those songs that you recognize but you fail to name it while looking for it.