and while there are a few days/weeks left down the road in order to go back to a normal state relatively speaking, I am glad to have delivered a bit of entertainment over here and handle things as usual even though it's not all that I could have offered in the best case scenario.

This is not me going against the fanbase nor anything like that like I did back in 2018 in the personal thread,it's not about madness at all. It's more like a personal report or excercise in order to check myself and see how you folks are doing over there, as if I am showing signs of relative relief towards myself and possibly someone else out there by noticing that someone else shares those feels as well.

The uncertainty is huge and who knows if there is more suffering incoming in the next months but you know, showing a little smile despite hiding uncertain feelings towards anything in general, helps to a certain degree.

Maybe I am delusional but as I have written several times, I always like having a little bit of room to breathe.