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I hear you and you're not alone. If nothing else, we just have to make it through each week to the next, looking for that day when everything changes.
Q said "We are going to show you a new world.. A beautiful brave new world lies ahead." I believe that is possible and likely. If the largest operations of evil are shut down, and if ancient tech, new tech & new cures are released, and the economy & job markets are freed up to operate without corruption. The world has been a complete lie and exploitation since before I was born. But this chance for a completely new world just around the corner - it's the only thing that keeps me going, personally. And only because I think it's actually possible it could happen soon.

God bless, and try to pray just one short thought a day if that's all you can make yourself do. Don't give up on God - he's really the only one who knows us each completely and is able to help us each individually. All he needs us to give is tiny "seeds" of faith that he can grow into something much bigger over time.

"Dear friends, don’t be surprised at the fiery trials you are going through, as if something strange were happening to you. Instead, be very glad because these trials make you partners with Christ in his suffering, so that you will have the wonderful joy of seeing his glory when it is revealed to all the world." - https://www.biblehub.com/nlt/1_peter/4.htm