>>31854
why do you ask this?
you are sure to get just the answer you got:
>>31863

this is negative fascination
fascinating with evil
no, do not go there
tiptoe away
gently turn ur attn to something life-giving
and say a prayer of thanks
for help in focusing on the positive
if you cannot easily stay there
pray for help
until you can
this is important
for your mental & spiritual health