>>37856

If you turn out all your lights and sit in the darkness, you should see what starts to shine. Though, in the state you find that 'light' it will most likely be a flicker. . . It's still there though.

The spark can never be extinguished. The flame can never be snuffed. Plunge yourself into the dark in order to find yourself and your light.

Believe it or not, you are actually manifesting everything you experience right now.
You have the power of manifestation but you don't know how to control it and going off just what you wrote, you don't remember that you have that power either.