>>42381
Thank you, fren.
I have prayed (fervently but perhaps not enough), I have gone through every scenario I can think of 100 times over, as of this morning I sold the last thing I owned that was of any value & I pawned the rest just in the last month trying to make ends meet and try to save up for a place, I even played the lotto last week (something I never do) just hoping to win maybe 2-5k just so I can get out of here and into another place...no luck though.
My circle of people in my life is extremely small...and there's really no one to ask for help/loans/even a very short-term place for me to crash so I don't end up on the streets. It's saddening but it is what it is, I suppose. Quite honestly I'm terrified, but I haven't given up hope yet...if for no other reason than I owe it to my dogs.
I will pray some more.
Thank you. /\