>>163549
Good lord man, sorry for the misunderstanding. I'm not on my deathbed, im just over-the-hill and can see the end of my own road. 25 years ago i was full of gumption and giddyup, "9/11 changed all that". Then this "Q" comes along really starts to 'pull back the curtain'.
I was juss say'n this is such a very different place to be than what the world looked like only thirty years ago.
Im cool with it.
Giving up on big personal dreams has been angering but possibly a reasonable tradeoff to contribute and maybe even see a better world for all.