Actually maybe she did intend for it to be "good" within her system because she's opposing it to "the hole" which is "bad". Also because she implies that it feels good. But even worse than the hole is the maze, but she describes it as insanity, and insanity isn't bad, it's just insanity. so maybe it's just not very well thought out or maybe it's not supposed to be a spectrum that starts with one extreme and ends in the other