>>67108
explain, cortana. Why is it comparable to actual ancient sacrificial rituals? I wouldn't be trying to please any deity with a funny name.

I don't feel that way all the time to be clear, but sometimes I can understand why someone would do it. Lizbro is probably right about the way I still try to avoid suffering biting me in the ass later on, because it's when the BS inevitably hits me dead on that I start to mald a little too hard. I'm extremely immature in that regard

>>67111
she won't read this bro (a good thing for you in this case)

>>67113
funny you went there, last night I almost made another post about my personal experience as it pertained to the conversation we were having and a big chunk of it was about big cities (and most towns for that matter) and the behaviors and worldviews they encourage/reward, low vs high trust societies and common goals (but not extremely abstract ones thought up for the goyim by some kike in his ivory tower). I didn't bring up nihilism in name in my post but yes that permeates everything. It was the combination of that issue and the typical cosmic RNG BS in my life and the psyops I (and my parents and other people) fell for that formed this massive blackpill that just kind of did me in