>>38906
>>38906
ahahaha my wife in op she is very cute
me in mid

THIRD FOR HITLER

>>38911
iktf of the 2nd pic

>>38909
I'll give it a try next time I'm up in the dead of night and it's quiet.

>>38908
You look so comfy :)

>>38914
Total qt pie

Naomi is alive... and dating some kind of American.

I take back what I said about AI it can render perfection after all

>>38916
Who?

>>38917
Yeah there's some very cool AI stuff out there.
>who
She's a German conservative activist. She hadn't posted for a while because of I assume health issues.

>>38922
lol. He's so wrong about it being a similar fad to goths though. Not only because of the fact that trannyhood goes deeper than a mere aesthetic* but because they were mostly shunned by mainstream media unlike trannies which are put on a pedestal and even have laws written for them or get welfare money just for being that way

*obviously that's not all it is but that's how most goths in the 90s and 00s probably conceived of it

I'm gonna post it again

https://youtube.com/watch?v=Va3c61-GDkc [Embed]

I posted it again

>>38923
Not a perfect analogue, for sure. But I get what he means.

>>38925
Had goths been useful for banalizing sex and severing its association with reproduction in the minds of the masses they would've been all over the media for the last 2 decades lol

>>38934
From left to right it's Olivia, Emma, Isabel, and Avery. I know for certain that Emma is 20 and Isabel is 17. I'm not sure about the ages of the other two, but Olivia is the youngest and Avery is the oldest.

>>38935
Nice looking group :)
I'm glad Emma has a strong family. Anything to fight the jewish influence.

The other day I cracked a joke about indian gurus advising that you try and win the lotto. But I think that's unironically going to be my worldview of choice. Just keep playing until you win. If you ever do, you won't need to worry about any of these silly coping mechanisms for poorfags anymore. If you don't, at least on your deathbed you'll know you tried and you were smarter than all the low iq npcs that didn't because "omg it's obviously a scheme to keep the poor poor do you even know how low the odds of winning are ffs if you hadn't dropped out of high school you'd be capable of calculating it and you'd realize blah blah blah"

She was also cute

>>38935
It's funny how different they all look from each other. I don't see a lot of resemblance between them. Maybe it is just the pic
To be honest I would rank Isabel the highest

>>38938
>For all my complaining, I'm not sure I want the sort of equalizing experience that these people talk about, where everything and everyone is equal and loved equally. I like intensity, I like being capable of hate as well as love, I accept that there should be "downs" in order to be able to appreciate the "ups." just because I want less of the bad doesn't mean I should rearrange everything within myself
You can't say that you don't want the equalizing experience if you haven't experienced it yet

>>38938
I haven't watched the vid yet, but the title is correct. You have to leave your ego behind and completely disidentify from it, which also means any attachments or goals
This may not sound very inviting or attractive, and I also can't say that I can fully accept it yet, but it seems to be the only way for liberation

I mean you have to pursue something that is counter-intuitive and rejected by the majority of people, because you know the majority of people are dumb, they suffer and live and die as egos. That is not a life I want to live

>>38944
>happy/angry/bored
To be more exact.

>>38944
>happy/angry/bored
To be more exact.

I'm highly skeptical of metaphysical claims, I think its far more likely that those people are just exploring their own minds alone and confusing it for gods and confusing the abstract constructs with real things.
Pythagoreans and other Mathematic cults are a good example of this:
https://youtube.com/watch?v=_IkaetPoBZM [Embed]

I don't think repeating god figures, archetypes and "perennial knowledge" are proof of a shared metaphysical realm. Its more likely how the hardware of the brain manifests in software. Like how computers have drivers, protocols, networks, etc... to deal with their separate components and systems.

People seem to call this perspective Secular Paganism.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Secular_paganism

I do believe there's more likely an afterlife than not, but I don't think any of those experiences proves it, just because of how powerful the human mind is. If there are real metaphysical things happening, we really can't tell them apart.

>>38940
don't knock it til you try it is a generic argument and never a great one, but it's true that I don't know what that feels like. Again, one half of the idea sounds appealing, the other half a bit questionable

>>38944
I do wish I could feel subtly content or sad more often rather than dealing in extremes. Sounds like you had it worse than me, but I do have kind of the same problem. Also whenever I'm talking about this I can't help but remember that I was content like 90% of the time as a NEET :/ I guess I could achieve that state now too, but doing it through these complicated devices takes a lot more effort than just being young and careless and playing vidya all day. Contentment came to me naturally back then

>>38947
100% with you on this, which probably won't surprise you. But I'm skeptical regarding a possible afterlife too. I just want a written document that says my corpse will be used as compost for a cute girl's garden

>>38953
very nice! 10/10. I knew it was going to be good when it started off so crunchy, but that chorus really sealed the deal. deserves a lot more views than that

>>38959
Nature is so wise! It made men tall so they could better take care of the helpless, dainty females
also nature:

>>38961
Proof that God exists

>>38967
How does a brainwave entrainment machine work?

My brainwaves are entrenched rn

>>38959
I see what you mean about the silence between statements.
>Did any of what is said in the vid resonate with you in some way?
Not really. You said you listen to it often right? I suppose I shouldn't expect to "get it" in just one listening.

>>38968
Surprisingly agile for someone that big. She's had to escape nigger muggers on foot too many times

>>38972
Admitting it hurts every time but she cute

>>38967
más despacio cerebrito

>>38975
Resistance is useless. You WILL drink the Mexican Coca Cola made with heckin real sugar.

Not to crap on Jenna but I found this funny

>>38976
oh I will eat that taco. And I'll drink the tequila that comes out of it

>>38978
of course they'd leave out one of the best characters. Imagine being so bad at writing comedy that you don't know what to do with Lurch

looks like they have a good relationship

>>38979
Hey that's my taco

>>38981
She looks good for her age. That smiley blonde girl I've been posting, you should see her mom whale

SHE SAW RAMONA FLOWERS AND FELT SO EMPOWERED

>>38984
that's a huge fuck up. almost as bad as that time I was born

>>38985
Thanks for making me feel even worse joke

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>>38994
I'd rather only post it somewhere without lurkers like the discord.
It's UE5, but I did write some C++ plugins to use the deeper functions that are not exposed in blueprint.
Writing your own engine is only worth it for weirder 3D projects or 2D projects. Too much hassle for 3D high end stuff.

My Doordash is here

>>38993
Yeah. It's still in a usable spot so I'm leaving it for now.

>>38990
10/10 would buy a newspaper about the happenings of WWI from

>>38987
Imagine not being able to tell the Myers sisters apart. Not even I am that bad.
>Alan Watts
No I haven't. I will give a listen soon.
>aunt must be hot
Back in her day I think she was

>>38999
I use as much as I can to save time without turning into an asset flip. Mostly the Quixel Megascans you get access by using Unreal. I try to transform them to suit my game's style.
But characters, hero props, etc... everything is custom made.
With A.I shit I'm gonna abuse it to hell.
Once you experience what is the workload to make games independently, you realize its only possible by cheating. And big studios do it constantly.

The part that takes more time do to is iterating the game to get it good/fun.
When making a game, be sure you are not making A game, you are making two or three interactions of it, until you know enough about the idea to make it right.
So always prototype fast and cheap until you get to "fun".
Some times its not possible, some games are BAD up until years into development, and only become good games in the last minutes of development. GTA/Open World games are notoriously like that.

>>39001
fraaaaankie

>>38988
i like my steaks rare what do you recommend?

>>38981
lmao what the fuck
do the bunny outfit next

dat hair

>>39006
oh shit jade weber finally got hot
sup
no i aint doing shit just came back from a week down south visiting family and friends so ill just chill tonight
not like i know anyone where i live anyway so whatever
bought myself a 2015 millésime monbazillac bottle and some sushis and everything is fine
what you doin?
weed names are kino id buy the most retarded one like OG raptor camo strawberry type

>>39007
I could spend hours just breathing in the smell

>>39008
oh hey sershbro. Are you feeling content with life yet?

>>39010
I think I would get bored after about 45 seconds.

>>39009
id fuck the bitch silly
fuck yeah doing nothing crew

>>39010
sup
its a mixed bag. i really love my job but it takes 80% of my life and its incredibly stressfull for shit pay in retrospective. i usually spend time related to work/work around 60 hours a week. i get to enjoy the vacations though during which i refuse to work for my sanity
problem is that i dont give that much of a fuck still. havent had a fridge, sofa, table, tv or regular bed for the past 3 years(when i got my job) and pretty much live like that computer screen+camping chair in empty appartment picture meme
still dont have a dirty clothes basket thing which i told myself id buy 3 years ago i just throw shit on the floor and clean up whenever
i couldnt invite anyone my age to my place who doesnt know me and the way i live already

also its a long story but i tryharded last year to get some coworker's attention. lost 10 kilos and put on 8 kilos of muscle lifting, got skincare routine, put on contacts, stopped alcohol and smoking. pretty much got in the best shape physically/mentally of my life but it didnt work out and since then stopped trying because why would i i failed on that specific case.

wish id have the patience to try again like that since i realize now i was tunnel visionning on this girl because waifuing is a pathology and a real obsession that is shit irl. i likely could have gotten in a normal relationship with another girl if i wasnt so stubborn at the time

nice blogging faggot

>evil spelled backwards is live
thank you for the insight naomi

>>39011
no stamina. Maybe if you worked out you'd last as long as me

>>39012
A blog post is precisely what I wanted.

Life is a struggle isn't it? You win some and you lose some. Like I said the last time, at least you have a job. You're already doing better than me. Why, exactly, don't you go on french ebay and order a basket for dirty clothes right now? Also if you haven't been spending your money on furniture or a fridge, where exactly is it going? Have you been hiring african child prostitutes?

>>39013
yeah i feel grateful for my job. i was completly lost and felt like i would die in poverty forever before i managed to pass the exam for it. im still paid like shit but whatveer
its probably the hardest thing to get but also just the start of actually living

i dont have big money problems. i could buy most of it if i wanted but im still in that struggle mentality in which i dont want to psend 400 bucks at a time and worry about dumb shit and dont feel like adulting and tackling problems.
what for anyway. whos going to come visit me? i'm 600km away from my hometown and move 5 times in 5 years. i never made real friends or got a gf(lol) or whatever

>>39013
I will save all the hair smelling for after I knock her up (she's Christian so I have to)

>>39012
I'm not saying you should be happy, but it sounds like you're doing very well at being a normal tax paying person. How much of a change did you have to make to lose the fat and gain the muscle? And how did the skin care stuff go? I ask because as a shut-in weirdo I've never done any of that stuff.

>>39014
Hmm. I feel like that's the sort of mentality that will come back to bite you in the ass later. What if you meet Saoirse irl and she tells you she wants to see your apartment?

>>39016
lol

me as the baby alpaca

>>39018
cool art

>>39021
Cute. Those alpaca farmers look like my neighbors, minus the traditional clothing.

>>39020
Me neither, It's not Isabel? She looks nice whoever she is.

>>39018
kino images

>>39014
New Sofie pic btw, so you don't have to scroll up too much.

Was this some damned embedded spooky file? 2.64mb for a small .jpg is sus. I put a dot in the corner in paint and now it's 600kb.

r8 this asmr thot

>>39015
it wasnt that big a change routine wise but lifestyle wise it was completly different. went full keto and no alcohol at all for 8 months since i cant do anything if i half ass it

>>39017
didnt happen yet.
tho ive got a crush on a coworker im respectfully stalking online and hope she comes one day

>>39018
that what people keep repeating themselves. i only like to work out for chicks or to make them regret rejecting my incel ass


>>39022
top qt
pls show ears sir....

>>39024
how does this even happen lmao

>>39026
>asmr thot to rate
>no asmr to judge
im no judging someone only based on their looks do you think im vein?

>>39028
wtf I love valorant now
>how does this even happen.
Our society is cool in that it can provide 80iq chinese teens with 700 horsepower hypercars. All they have to do is put the drive knob in "track" mode and it tones down all the traction control systems so they can more easily crash.
And I promise I'm not hoarding any ear pics. There's another new pic but it's with her and her bf so I didn't save it.

>>39029
For my tastes she's pretty good. Her voice is top tier imo, but she does too many girlfriend larp style videos for me.
https://youtube.com/watch?v=rQpG_27qZAE [Embed]

>>39030
https://youtube.com/watch?v=ya9ZUB2fvzg [Embed]
what is this shit lmao
at least keep it realistic
ok shes decent 7/10

>>39031
That's the shit I'm talking about; I can suspend disbelief that well. Just read the phone book to me and try not to talk about your boyfriend ya bitch.

>>39024
For an accident that looked weirdly clean. Couldn't have done it better on purpose

>>39027
Yeah, that's what I was really asking about. You should buy that basket for a start. Doesn't take much time or money

>>39035
yeah

>>39034
I've convinced myself that there must be something I'm not grasping and this form of enlightenment must be a good thing, so I'm still trying to get there

>>39036
Happy new year Doc. You're one of my all time MVPs. Hope you have a great year

>>39047
he's a creepy tranny who tried to kill his sister for being the girl he wanted to be.

>>39048
The dad is the tranny or who?

>>39051
That person there being arrested is a MTF. Murdered his father and tried to murder his little sister.

>>39052
I see, that is disappointing. Stab gfs are rare

>>39054
Good casting work.

>>39052
Thank you for the intel.

>>39053
iktf
also I meant this post for you >>39034
>I listened to that Indian guy some more. That idea of being born with and uncluttered hallway, and cluttering it on purpose was interesting to me. Another analogy is a man who is born in the shade, walks into the harsh sunlight, then spends his whole life wanting to return to the shade.
I don't much like the idea of clearing my mind so much that I am practically asleep. It seems like an odd goal to pursue.

She broke a world record here, how cool is that

>>39056
>I don't much like the idea of clearing my mind so much that I am practically asleep. It seems like an odd goal to pursue.
Where did you get that from? Why would you be asleep? If you have high consciousness levels and meditate you are the opposite of asleep, you are more awake than most

>>39057
That's actually really impressive. Faster than most kicks in pro football, and she's doing it with her hand. 10/10

>>39052
Where can I read the full story?

>>39063
For pats and kissing.

>>39064
That's right

big uh oh moment

>>39056
>I don't much like the idea of clearing my mind so much that I am practically asleep. It seems like an odd goal to pursue.

>>39059
>He used an analogy about the fear of clearing your mind is no different than to fear falling asleep. I will find you a timestamp soon.

>>39067
>Here's that section of the video I was referring to. It's 45:25 if you don't want to use the youtube.

What he means is that you are in a selfless state both in deep sleep and in meditation. What you mean is asleep in the sense of being unconscious. But the state he describes is the opposite of unconscious, you are completely conscious, it's just that you don't have a sense of "I" in that state. You are just your awareness itself without your mind or thoughts

>>39067
Nice Olivia pics. I like the pits and gloves combo

>”I think we all get to decide what good and bad and right and wrong mean to us, not what we’re told to accept.”🩸— Good Girl, Bad Blood by Holly Jackson This was one of the last books I read this year. It was the perfect fast...
Wow, such a daring moral stand by the british woman author

>>39070
I was thinking you'd like them.
So it's just my interpretation of their analogy then. To me being asleep doesn't hold any meanings about enlightenment. Thank you for the explanation.

>>39071
AH JEEZ DOOD I hope everybody likes my movie recommendation

>>39073
The idea behind the sleep analogy is to make you aware of the fact that your perception of yourself (my name is xxx, i am xx years old, i hold such an such beliefs, and so on) disappears for a while during sleep, but you still exist within that time. Which raises the question what is it that exists within that time; it is not you as an ego, it is something else

>>39075
Thanks. I don't know what exists when I sleep. Unless I'm dreaming I don't perceive anything.

>>39076
Morning. Beautiful Sersh pics. I haven't seen those before.

>>39079
She's Uyghur. They are practically Hungarians.

https://youtube.com/watch?v=Hx9cntN2AqE [Embed] I wonder if the girl in the last clip realizes there are literal millions of upper middle class men in the first world that would worship her feet and buy her an apartment and a Civic just for existing

Her shoulders and neck look so thicc and big here

>if the girl in the last clip realizes
Is this a rhetorical question?

>>39081
I mean most women must be aware that it would be easy for them to make money by either exploiting men or using their bodies for sex and onlyfanses. Maybe she is a pure Christian waifu who wants to steer clear of this sinful behaviour

>>39085
You would be shocked at how fragile they are.
https://www.youtube.com/shorts/vlVW8cnkTJI

>>39087
>dropped instantly
Dang, I shouldn't have posted it. I agree about the rest though. I like her style of looking like an elf and dressing like an anime character.

>>39086
lol. They really do be worshiping those phones.

Give me some recs I'm completely out of things to watch this month. I think you guys mostly know the sort of stuff I like at this point. Giger inspired/body horror/cosmic horror sci-fi, dramas concerning philosophical issues, absurd comedy, but I'll watch almost anything if the execution is good enough

>>39090
I save pics of interesting female behavior.

There's also been a real shortage of new scat porn videos on my favorite trackers lately. I can safely say the film industry is truly dead now

>>39092
Is she trying to be funny or is she trying to torture footfags or both?

>>39091
>giger body horror stuff
They Crawl Beneath is a decent monster mobie. But not very cosmic. Since you are somewhat into weirder subjects lately, have you seen Justin Benson's stuff? Resolution and The Endless in particular. Housewife is interesting as well, pretty unique piece.

As for other general recs, of stuff I liked lately, just re-watched Gantz 0 (3D adaptation of an anime) and it is fucking gorgeous, only japanese 3D I have ever been impressed outside of games.

And The Devil’s Candy, I think you will get a kick out of it, its great. Peak Kiara Glasco before she bogged herself too.

>>39090
>something happens
>"I better show my ass"

>>39089
I checked Emily's merch store and she doesn't sell a body pillows of herself. wtf

>>39092
Robert Z'Dar over here censoring her feet. lol.

>>39091
I recommended Vanishing Point to Frenchie but he never watched it. It's like somewhat Drive but for boomers. Watch the 1971 version if you're going to watch at all, I believe the US version doesn't have an implied sex scene where as the Euro version does.
I don't watch many movies so sorry for the uncreative recommendation.

*dabs on other arthoe girls*

>>39094
>>39095
>>39096
Thanks, I'll be watching most or all of these eventually

>>39097
essentially the same brush stroke style Naomi has

PENETRATED

>>39092
reminds me of this

>>39104
>yeah me
Hehehe. Good pic of Emma and her sisters too.

Hope you all had a nice new years

>>39102
I always wanted to try that. What's the worst thing that could happen, dying?

>>39103
I'm not sure. There was a file labelled as a movie but I'm pretty sure it was only like 40 minutes long. It was about a girl who was born as a "mountain lord"

>>39106
hypnotic

America is such a joke. "Land of the free" but I can't shoot automatic weapons in the air on New Years. Shit I can't even legally buy tracer ammo because muh fire hazard. Big AIDS empire.

https://youtube.com/watch?v=LWj6jP-TKKE [Embed]

>PRICE of the model in the video: 16.382 EUR
their budget brand status did not last long. Dacia will probably be the last Western one before the gooks take over that part of the market

>>39108
right. Actually I take it back I'll just go see a masseur instead

>>39109
https://youtube.com/watch?v=jDcSrmnLDUo [Embed]

>>39110
To me it still looks like a good amount of car for that price. It's not even ugly.

>>39111
>oy vey they won't let me park my truck, did I mention that it has 800hp and a 300 mile range?!
That's just guerilla marketing from Rivian.

>>39112
my apologies mister richie rich I'll make sure to only complain about the prices of Rolls Royces and Jaguars from now on. or are those cheap to you too???

She has a cute smile

>>39117
>already this good at speaking Korean
Impressive

>>39118
She really does :3

>>39117
I'm totally dumb but that Korean sounds good.

>>39114
Hehehe I am a bit surprised she didn't edit it out of the video or just take it down. Do you follow her? I didn't know she was living in Ukraine until I watched her latest video.
>tfw she's paywalling her asmr videos now

>>39113
To me it's a good deal because the US doesn't get cars that cheap for whatever reason (i would guess govt. faggy safety laws)
Cheapest thing we can get is I think some Hyundai for $26k