Sunflower 07/04/2022 (Mon) 17:05:57 Id: 18a657 No.1685 del
Made several very large advancements in the past few weeks. I greatly improved my the consistency, stability, and output of my spellforms. The key here was to bind my Will to a single microscopic point in space rather than attempting to resonate with the entire form at once. I view the form itself as a sort of emanation from the central point, this seems to work a lot better. Additionally the ability to keep a point's energy output high after moving awareness away from it has improved a lot, this is vital for the spellform's success. Most of my workings now manifest physically within less than 24 hours, if it takes longer than that it's usually a failure and has manifested incorrectly somehow. I also realized that I tended to target objects in the mental sphere rather than astral-etheric sphere which was impacting my accuracy quite a bit. Was able to call a thunderstorm within ~12 hours of creating a rain spellform, a huge improvement from where I was at a year ago.

My goal now is to decrease the turnaround time from 12-24 hours down to minutes or less. After examining how my spellforms work I concluded that the bottleneck to achieving this is not energy output, rather it is an ingrained limitation in my mind that makes instant or near-instant manifestation of workings "impossible". I believe that the solution to this is to make alterations to my energy body, specifically channeling the deific energy I have been using in my thoughforms to overwrite my "mundane" human energy. I think that I need to take a break for a few days first though, I've started getting chest pains while doing workings with high energetic output like this.