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>it may seem obsessed
Yeah it's getting bad here on my side too.
>Turn it any way you want
Good thing we are going to higher and more complicated dimensions and you need to rotate things so many ways the hands and the legs are also the spine and the palms and the feet is one half of the brain (above and below) and while "Mundanes" can be content thinking they use their brains for "thinking" we need to activate our entire nervous system to a degree that 1 cell has more conscious activity flowing through it than multiple lifetimes. And while this sounds something that is impossible we must remember just how much "Terrabytes of data" a single sperm can hold according to our "scientists". Letting my superconscious manifest more properly is truly something. I am finally understanding how my "powers" work and didn't work in the past. This organic supertechnology called life is truly amazing. It's just that you are not allowed to use it's full extent until you learn the rules of the cosmos ;^)

>Kundalini
I realized I have no idea what I can and cannot call Kundalini anymore. Opening the crown chakra makes all your "lower" chakras way more potent and the depth it has?
I mean it has a 1000 petals and 20 layers by default. I don't even know when I would call myself "awakened". I'm still feeling like I'm in my bed constantly hitting the snooze button.
Last night I had a dream sailing on the endless sea with my mates where reaching the edge of the "flat earth" where the sea falls into the abyss. The descent started but we ended up in a cave (as a last minute emergency turn around) where my "shipmates" started sharing stories on a stage like it's an improv show. While others started telling their piece I was thinking what should I say and looked around and there was a long spirally wrapped food filled with cheese on a silver plate. I understand what it represents. I found spiral shaped foods multiple times so far. And I know that the reason why we ended up in that cave because we got scared to fall into the "abyss". But there is no abyss. We just can't see the bottom yet and that causes the fear.
Also currently I have to watch out and hold back because this cute little botsoul programming called the "modern human" gets scared and shut downs everything. You have to let those petals bloom I guess. Not to mention as much as I want to properly read up some concepts and legends like a good scholar to see how my findings match well... Currently if I want to read the vedic legends my aspects get "Inspired" start l a r p i n g as gods and put my mind into an absolute religious ecstasy. Which might sound good but my nerves still need cleaning and an increase in "bandwidth".

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Great I just realized why the revelations said we need to be "fearful of God". K fine they probably meant it differently but. I need to be fearful so I will own my "own fear". We need to "own" our botsouls and our entire "programming". You can't be "fearless". Just because you don't know fear and everyone fears you that doesn't make you the bravest. It's just the proof you don't know true fear yet.
I will end this post now. I need to ponder on things further.