Sunflower 11/18/2022 (Fri) 23:15 Id: 53dcab No.2160 del
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Now the problem happened yesterday. Problem more likely something that I finally regained the sanity to do. I was "inspired" to look into some daoist history and looked into the history of falun gong if I was there. No wonder they are that persecuted that falun gong dharmachakra does an energy trade that I tried to figure out from what dimensions it does interact with I had to stop because my "own" dao decided to momentarily use that. Which is bad because I connected to an extremely tangled egregore. It stopped connecting to it and regained it's usual thing but the problem that falun gong was an important spiritual connection point to this place. It's not a problem because Yuuka's sunflowers are extremely good at turning "dirt" into a beneficial energy. But to me falun gong is something I know nothing about but the "foundation" that is their "movement" is based on is constantly gets channeled into my being. I cannot talk too much about my "minor observations" yet because they are as smart with their logo as fucking Hitler was. The Buddha more than half a year ago told me I must not criticize the actions of others because they all did "their work" which is a "part of a bigger thing" and I am still not seeing the full picture. And oh boy he was right. There are things in my past lives and it seems I played too many roles in history that I am still not comprehending fully.

Currently I am looking for my "origin points" things that make me do things that is "outside" of this life/existence. Because I am connected to my past lives differently and have a hard time relating to them. It seems we have "dominant" past lives that can haunt/influence us on later lives. Or have a supersoul that has understanding beyond these lives and manage their merger behind the scenes. And some of them has a "plan" which is that a literal rough sketch on the wall because he is so based that he doesn't bother figuring out the details because it will all come together on it's own like it always does lol. Realizing this part of my nature and why this outlook is necessary in the "grand design" made me quite angry. There are things you must not plan for or "reality" rejects it.