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This made me remember things. I could see them as a kid before falling asleep in a dark room and I really liked to look at them as I drifted into a dream. This was in the part when my childhood was still nice and my family didn't get retarded and decided it's time for the kid to "inherit all the family emotional baggage"
That was the time when they decided that everything I do is wrong and I need to be punished for it and the typical if someone is an even better in any degree around me "exists" then he needs to be praised till oblivion and I need to get blamed for not being that good. Now this... this angered me to such a degree that I accepted this challenge subconsciously and my "tuning into this deranged society" increased tenfold. After this I don't remember seeing this static for more than 10 years.
My environment was mundane as it can and church was mostly a social thing and sitting there was more important than understanding anything that the priest says.

Then I found out I have psychic powers but still took me years to look into it online (which now I realize was the best "decision" from me because that was when I could finally speak and read english on an acceptable level)

That is when I started to get into psychic communities and started doing things other psychic kids figured out. That is when this "static" came back. I was happy about it but the psychic communities were always full with people who tried to "rationalize" everything and that is when a fucking wiccan tranny told me
>those are just your blood vessels you don't see shit
This caused me 2 things. Made me look down on wicca and every type of ritual magic and created a new mental block that this doesn't count as "seeing". Which was a problem because whenever I tried to "see" my mind had to go "around" of this mental block.
Now one more interesting thing. There was a how to get x-ray vision exercise. It was use your eyes like it's camera lenses when you zoom with it then see behind the wall with your 3rd eye. I could only do the camera lenses part (which improves eye vision pretty well) because I disregarded this static as something that my "Human eyes" see. And there was an exercise where you could manipulate the flow of time by seeing the "green particles of time" and changing how fast they vibrate. It surprisingly worked and I practiced it in boring classes Then my life went to shit once again but I figured out a new mind and body "overtuning" by making it believe that failure means death so I can channel the energy that gets released in mostly life and death situations. The static got less noticeable again.