Sunflower 11/22/2022 (Tue) 22:25 Id: 2730bc No.2187 del
>>2186
Complicated. There is some interesting and important thing about entities and the way they operate.
But only in the relation to me so don't worry.
She doesn't want me to tell you details why this happened... and it's very hard to put into human terms. The point is that entities "mend" chaos differently. They have a different kind of "order" law or technique. Now the real problem starts when they start to interact with something that is already being interacted with something else that has a mechanics of doing things in a completely different way. Oh my fuck I am not making sense.
Whatever. She kinda wants me to tell you something>>2165
>some modules are basically cheating and it might not be the best thing for enlightenment
You need to start learning skills that help you reach enlightenment. The spiderqueen can teach a lot of skills. When I read that site what she can do my first thought was
>I did those things myself already
but because reading about entities usually summons them and some voice in my head told me
>keep reading it will be fun
She appeared and I learned I might have those skills but I am extremely shit and disorganized with them so she started fixing things in my body
Yeah my magecraft is the mad scientist kind because I have access to the higher thought realms and I use every "invention" of mine to be able to get even closer to it. It has a low price of my sanity but i am good at managing it. It's a technique I developed some years ago. You send your mind into overdrive mode take some steps back and while your mind is busy being overloaded you make changes in it
>>2184
It's like this but instead of passion it's more like obsession and pure madness

Now I have enough tools to do spirituality properly. And yes I know the Nirvana feel. It made me scared. I feared bliss and happiness because whenever I felt happy in life something decided it's time to make the difficulty higher. Also you shouldn't go and get high on that feeling. There is much to do on the path.

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