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The energetic rewiring in the male body has a great thing. We don't have physical wombs! So you can "realize" the energetic "womb". It will be that bowl/vase artifact because now it points "upwards" and the "ovaries" are gonna be your legs. (I will not talk about the things that are in the legs now. Thankfully sitting in lotus solves all the need to "explain" all the stuff that goes in there.)

With this upgraded/realized Shakti/female Buddha "anima" I can make my "finer" muscles do it's thing naturally.

With this came to me the worst realization ever. I was using pain and suffering as a constant "motivating" force. I made sure that all my negative energy will be used as an energy to "achieve my goals". I had to realize all the things I did was to reach "this state". And now I have to properly realize the "passive" energy work.

The time hath come to do spirituality properly. The not exiting adventures every day the not weekly near death experiences not the "letting hostile entities in if it helps my development rule" but the nice female sitting on my ass or intuitively "realizing" the "moveset" and perfect posture that lets the energies come trough and let paradise manifest on it's own.