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>To be honest I avoid her, I don't know if I should ask her to teach me stuff because I worry about how it would go. VK warns that "She may offer gifts which the witch is often better off not accepting
Her way and energies are quite aggressive but still refined. When I worked with her Kali constantly tried to get rid of the "mini-spider" she gave me but I wanted to see what she can do the energetic mapping she can do is a little painful but gave me the ideas how i can improve my energetic mapping skill a lot. I wouldn't really recommend her to anyone either but it seems she cares about you. And her "black magic withchy energies" (I have no idea how to describe that sorry) is good to increase your connection to the remote (at least it increased for me). But do what you feel right
I don't really know what advice I could give to you because you have a more "magical" way of connecting to things. Hard to explain. You have friends you can rely on for magic. It's a sort of blessing but can be a hinderance too because you "rely" on others too much. Hard to explain because now my lesson is to rely on others and have some faith in them and know how to balance out the material and the spiritual...
I don't have IRL friends who I can rely on for the spiritual so I have to rely on the spirit world for that. It's funny. First I thought I will need a more "magical" environment then I break some walls/veils here and there then suddenly I have more than I ever imagined.

>Oh, the manipulating of mindwaves is not something that I would use on others
We constantly do that without realizing. I had to create or more like "realize" how the "mask" works. How to not let your psychic powers "spill out". Brahma and a bunch of hindu entities have multiple heads. We also have multiple minds. I realized this in my teens so I could make my "background minds" figure out problems while I was doing/thinking about other things. This is what most servitors are for. Now here comes the thing. When we "communicate" with others some mindwave will connect somehow (mostly subconsciously). I noticed that I have like 10 mindwaves and when some "synchronizes" it creates a powerful mindwave. With this you can figure out how most psychic powers work. And how you need a proper energy work foundation to not kill your body with this. I don't think you will run into an issue like this because you meditate properly and not 99% of your path was done with "walking meditation" which is that you only send a part of your mind into trance which is a gateway for psychic powers but creates unstable energies.
Messing with mindwaves is just hypnosis anyways. I only use that to make people around me smarter wiser and more aware. Having the people you meet everyday less of an annoyances is a good thing. Seeing others improve is always nice. Might /blog/ about it later. First you have nothing to say then too much to say then you have no idea how to say things even.

Am gonna leave the thread of here a pic that says all. There are other text for days threads anyway