Sunflower 01/06/2023 (Fri) 21:15 Id: c3332a No.2478 del
Had a very interesting dream.
I was in this Hell dimension. It was maze composed of old abandoned building interiors covered in red rust and rot. There were these disfigured zombies wandering around, and if they saw you they'd start warping and glitching. Usually I'm able to do pretty well in Hell dimensions since they're so obvious but this felt like I was playing a "game", and when I play games I almost always play by the rules since I know that I'm playing for the experience anyways and cheating with magic would ruin that.

So I was wandering around running from these zombies, typical game-dream. But then something unexpected happens, I 'wake up' inside my dream. Not become lucid (I'm almost always semi-lucid in dreams), instead I suddenly realize who the person I am that is playing this game in the dream is. I was in this sensory deprivation chamber that was pitch black. My ears had some speakers crammed into them to the point where they were painful. At this point I remember that I some sort of scientist or intern or student at this organization and I am in this chamber of my own free will. I was kind of half aware of the 'real world' and stumbled out of the deprivation chamber trying to tell one of the lab assistants about my experience with the Hell labyrinth, but she just guided me back into the cell. At this point a high pitched static started coming from the speakers in my ears and I started seeing visions in the darkness until I was thrown back into the Hell game.

Anyway, the thing that really caught my attention is, when I woke up, it felt more like I was transitioning into a new segment of a vision from the sensory deprivation chamber instead of coming back to the 'real world'. That is to say, this dream caused the 'real world' to lose some of the qualities that give it its 'realness' to me. This is meaningful because I have been trying to untangle why physicality seems to have more 'reality' than other dimensions or the astral even though theoretically they should be about the same in terms of truth. Also for some other reasons that are too complicated to go into. I came to the conclusion that it must be some mental block or 'karma' on my part, and if I'm correct, this dream was signifying the dislodging of that 'karma' that was keeping my spirit inextricably bound with earth-matter. Even now reality seems to have an ever-present dreamlike quality that wasn't there yesterday; that is to say, reality has a higher level of mutability. I've been doing multiple spells in a row with a high level of energetic output throughout the past weeks, this may have led to the necessary shift in mindframe to cause this old limiting belief to become dislodged.