>>2572
>And don't forget that you have your "lighter" it represents your fire energy. You might find something that you need to burn in a later dreams/meditation (your jacket might represent something about the past that still haunts you. You might need to "burn that"[no not the jacket the spooky thing but the thing that happened when you wore it or sg]. If you burn everything that connects you to the "bully" you might be free from it.
I see, I recently prayed for understanding of my situation and was shown some past stuff in a dream, now I have an idea of what to "burn". Thanks for letting me know.

>>2573
>Is this still about that group who wants you to become Lucifuge? I don't think they will give up.
No, I think you're mistaking me for someone else or know something that I don't. I'm the guy who may have pissed him off somehow, or maybe he just saw my many weaknesses and decided to make a blonde boy that follows me around and talks in my mind whenever he can to "streghten" me through bullying I guess, I really dislike this method. I hope you're talking about someone else, cause I have no intention of "becoming him".

>I think it is. If you used the Anima module and it synced with you, it may as well have been the lighter. >The rainbow is a way to represent your chakras, all 7 of them. This module specifically has such a function of driving through all of them rather violently to subdue an overactive male left brain, reducing the level of autism.
I see, I didn't plan on installing that module so I didn't think it was that, actually I think I might be imbalanced towards the female right brain or just lack something relating to male energies.