Sunflower 02/03/2023 (Fri) 20:31 Id: 8fb419 No.2893 del
I also had an interesting dream. Some "caretaker" entities that I meet here and then but never recognize in the dream told me that they are going to turn me into a "superweapon"
I am aware how the human body is a bionuclear psychic weapon for a while so my reaction was
>implying your idea of a "superweapon" is better than my idea of the human potential
>implying your superweapon design will not fuck with my cultivation
typical "dream me" complaining everytime when I meet them. But because I had nothing better to do and why not... I accepted it.
It felt like I was there for weeks for several "surgeries". I complained that they "linked my hands wrong" because I couldn't move them properly then that "they attached my legs improperly" and etc (then I realized they need to "grow" into each other first). When the "surgeries" happened I got ejected from my body and an other spirit too. I only knew I need to "take back" my body. When I defeated the spirit I awoke (in the dream). That spirit was the "passive" defending spirit of my body. The first one was nothing harmful but in an another surgery it was more aggressive. I knew I am "fixing" some subconscious force that is supposed to "protect me". I was untangling weird subconscious memories in the last week. Sometimes they were past memories and sometimes "premonitions" of the next day's events that I had no knowledge of but they were "littered" with my "subconscious noise".
When I woke up my energies were far better integrated into my body than before. I was surprised that it "did something" and not just my subconscious playing around.

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>masks and dark robes
I call them the "watchers" they usually just "hang around" Got rid of them as a reflex so they only bother when they "want something". Usually silent

>break the rings I had on my right hand
I think you might have activated some subtle body energy circuits. See if your mudras are stronger in the right hand or if you feel any new energytypes. Maybe you won't because the "icy" subtle body is just "Getting loaded" with energy. The way I did it wasn't that "subtle" so I don't know how it feels when it "opens naturally". Ask the touhous

>plates" being broken through
There is a "body" that is "made" from "metal". For me it looked similar to "Doctor Doom" but with a dark blue hood. It's a sort of "armor" but it "obstructs" the energies. It needs to be "broken" but I didn't exactly "broke it" but charged energy through it's "circuits". It's like it "breaks" but the "cracks" are actually energy circuits.

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