It turned out I was supposed to accept some of the energies let them enter into my body and "convert it". I thought something is trying to possess me. Ahhhh. I killed an another machine again. The Queen taught me how to access the dark flame and how to "ignite it". Which I am not supposed to do but instead use that to convert it into the highest type of energy. Low density energies always do something silly.

>>3397
>white mask with a broad grin staring at me. After that, I jumped up
Oh and a tip. Try to get used to that you remain calm when "sudden" things happen but still have a sort of "presence" that reminds everyone and everything that you are not something to be fucked with. Psionics are not happening on the "physical" alone and you need to be able to slowly "notice" what moves what. And the problem is that our "mental filtering system" have a tendency of "panicking" shutting down the senses and putting you into "flight mode". And because of that "trauma" it will shut down your "power channels" so you don't put yourself into that traumatic situation again. Or entities will notice that you are a scaredy cat and they will toy with you. I don't know much about this tho. I release too many energy types when something makes me "angry" and even more when I start to enjoy the "struggle". Currently I have to learn to "not get angry" because anger (and most emotions) are "impure" energy conduits. There is a sort of "emotion/feeling of superintuition" and you need to get that for all the psionics to work perfectly. I wanna say more about this but I learned a whole load of things about this in the last days and I cannot summarize it yet. Found a stonehenge tier stone tablet which turned out to be an ancient HDD supertechnology and uh... I learned some stuff about the nature of reality again and couldn't even read the whole thing yet

>>3403
And kson got into Yakuza 8. Interesting day