So I kind of distanced myself from the collective and such in the past due to certain activities that were happening that I couldn't really vibe with (and having to mask myself a certain way) but I had a question in regard to some very long time.... Circumstances I've been dealing with for a long time. The last time I spoke with the leader (orb, I think) he kept telling me that I was more or less accepted but Im curious as to where if these... Beings that have been around me since childhood that refer to me as their little sister related to the collective or something else entirely