Sunflower 01/09/2022 (Sun) 15:49:12 Id: 72d2a5 No.432 del
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>>431
I'll do a proper reading since this is a first time for this formation.
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You have created a strong enough force at the location where you should be, but you have yet to treat this as your normal place of stay. You're treating your practice as otherworldly, and this is the same as staying in the mundane. The bottom has all your old habits, similar to a child who was fed concepts from their parents. As you get older you start forming a self perception and realize that your parents are boomers who are stuck in old habits. You break free from these and reach up, this creates clashes with your nearest surroundings.

In a past more stable time, these things didn't happen in a normal human development (the concept of "teen" didn't exist as there was no difference in values between young and old). In a period like that you could only experience this clash if joining a different group, such as becoming religious.
Seen from this perspective, it's like every generation since the early 1900s is having their own "religious" or spiritual awakening as they grow up. Maybe this serves to remove the role of religion from society, as it's now a common process.
But either way it can be used for reference.

You will feel "weird" when your old habits no longer match the reality you are experiencing. It's in internal battle against the old self. Consider it going through your "teens" as an occultist.