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>I can even see them swirling above my keyboard distorting reality so I have to calm a little bit down. An itty bit

Finally I solved it. phew. Silly as psychic abilities were going overdrive. The problem with psychic abilities is once you develop it then you just make a "switch" location within your brain/body and don't realize that is just a minor part of the system and ignore the mainframe of the way it works. And sometimes it turns out the "switch" is not exactly a switch and it gets stuck like a clip and makes the funniest short circuit anomalies.
It seems I had a low energy loader near my third eye that overloaded it with energy because thanks to my ancestors not using their psychic abilities that place was never in "use" so I am the one that properly develops it consciously.
It turns out the energy body have a way to "contain it" like the immunesystem does. It literally made a perfectly white pearl around something that I can describe as some sort of dark tree root like malfunction that is supposed to be an energy circuit. So the higher energies went over it so I can use "higher magic" and because you are supposed to use lower magic to balance things out it just sorta made a short circuit and overloaded my third eye.
>want to do something like move my arm
>energy body arm moves faster than arm then drains the energy from electric appliances because the short circuit gives command to the body and the "lower psyche" at the same time and they both think they need to move
I literally had to understand a whole perspective again so I can "eat" this faulty energetic circuit.

Not to mention there is the thing that you learn things better if you learn it because you want to teach it to someone. And that magic 101 thread writing made go though my understanding of energy body mechanics from the base so I can explain it to our fellow no longer here Anon and even went to Silezia to meet the spirits Bardon grew up with because I have access to that place for a while but never thought getting invested in it when my plate is so full I kinda managed to refine my energy work to a level I had to relearn how to use it because uncontrollable psychic projections.
And what was the "Key" to understanding this? My creative energies and Oneness because 1 tiny astral speck just worked as an energy amplifier transistor. Also a bunch of energy circuitry mechanism about the eyes... That is too hard to write down now and only make sense for those that really into bio-activation.