>>541
>Feeling pain and complaining about it will maintain karma. Enduring it and not budging will burn karma and instead create virtue

Yeeeeaaaahhhhh...

Here comes my problem. I have way too much power over pain. I can literally turn off physical pain. I can either turn it off consciously by realizing where it came from and "relaxing" that part so it doesn't "care" about pain further or when I am angry make pain into "fuel" that fuels my wrath further to accomplish my goals faster.
The reason why I had this many problems inside me is because I could literally turn off pain. And I thought there are 2 pains. Informative pain or obstacle pain. WELL IT SEEMS IT WAS ALL INFORMATIVE PAIN THAT SOMETHING IS IN MY HEAD AND I SHOULD GET IT OUT ASAP. But I thought it's because you know typical mundane migraines and incompatible grey technology.

So the problem is which has the obv answer of DUDE JUST INSTALL THAT TOY AND SEE IT FOR YOURSELF

If I turn off the way I react to pain. So no muscle tensions not even a flinch. Or I merely ignore it because it's as intrusive as birds chirping in the distance. Does it count as karma burn? How do demons even detect the way pain is being felt. I can literally image my whole body in pain if I want and I feel it too. I could kill myself with mere thoughts. I always wondered when would my subconscious take away my conscious powers if I tried to do that.

Sadly I want to live so I never tried that. I usually turn off pain because turning it on has less use. K fine I used that to lose weight in the past by making "bad" foods painful to eat. But that was a minor thing. And now that my cleansed(ish) body is working properly I don't need to condition it like it's some dumb animal. He is a smart beast now. I mean I am one with my body totally merging it with my astral/energy body not a different being. And never letting parasites run the show once again ffs. I cannot believe they learned my pain manipulation tricks