The only reason I got into the occult was to save myself, and in a way I did, but not the way I was hoping for. I guess in the end, my natural predisposition isn't suited for the occult. Where do I go from here?

Frankly, I am the type that picks something up out of sheer fascination and then drops it soon thereafter. I am the eternal dilettante. Furthermore, I am naturally weak, and don't have much in the way of self-discipline nor achievements of either a mundane or occult manner. I honestly think I am a failure and am not suited for life itself.

Should I seek to become a minion?