>>623
>It's just hard for me to consider any vessel I'm inhabiting a representation of me. It just feels more like I'm controlling a video game avatar most of the time
This is a huge problem because you no longer have access to whatever is stored in that part of you which was seperated off. Someone else controls it, it's like installing a backdoor in your mind which someone else has the key to.
That's what the method is for.
I recently read about how elite hockey players were subjected to an abusive ritual when entering the team as a new player for the first time.
They forced him down, stripped him, tied a string to his cock and then shaved his whole body. The player who talked about it said he no longer recognized himself in the mirror after, and that despite being a professional player, he didn't enjoy it. It took him over 10 years to reconnect with what was lost and to be able to feel anything again.
This stuff is so common in today's society.