>>6290
>>6291
What kind of awakening? It comes in many steps. My own process will sound almost comical when I retell it. I was very religious from an early age and used to talk to angels, I also saw living skeletons around me when I was around 6, I called them "pirate skeletons", I still don't know what they were. They were full 3D white skeletons walking around in different places. Sounds insane to say this now. I forgot about it and didn't think of it again. It still doesn't have any meaning to me. I saw computer controlled weaving machines on tv when I was around 7 and felt like something this complicated and amazing had to have been created by God or aliens in the least. Science for me was an expression of divinity, there was no contradiction with religion. At the same time I kept seeing images of witches doing dirty stuff, and I started thinking about how they are doing everything in reverse. I had this image of a washing machine that makes things dirty instead of clean. I know now it was an image of this society. I then started seeing all kinds of visions, including a wall with holes in it, and men would put their erect penis through the hole. Yep, I saw visions of sex clubs with gloryholes, because those are part of the egregore of society. I know what that part is now, at least.

What's an awakening?

Seeing things doesn't mean to understand anything, or to believe in anything. I started seeing greys around when I was ~20, I thought they were possessing people, but then I realized they were incarnated as humans, after I went to a private clinic and connected the dots - greys run certain places in society, where everyone working there is a grey, and there are greys on the astral plane directing them. This still didn't mean much to me. They told me to go places and I found certain information and made connections. They were sometimes very specific about where to go, like they one time showed me a long way through city streets I had never been at to show me where to get a new jacket (which I still have, so they were right, it was a good jacket). It still didn't mean I "believed" in anything.

A succubus did something similar, telling me to go outside and look at something, to then explain to me that the Earth is flat, and the moon landings never took place. It had never crossed my mind. I later found two ancient nymphs in a park, two followers of Loki trying to uphold the old viking tradition of human sacrifice, by whispering into the minds of insane people to make them stab people to death. Several people had talked of them, and even named them, blamed them for the murders they had themselves committed. My friend who was a hippie had also seen them at that park.
I talked with them and they directed me to a webm with information explaining that 9/11 was an insurance fraud. I had never questioned that event, but for them it was important that I understand this. Something of this magnitude effects people and the world, and it is part of an awakening process to get rid of these lies. It seems mundane, but it isn't.