Trying to figure out the yins and the yangs I looked into The Lovers tarot so I can reattain my lover aspect that I did not manifest in my current life because I did not find a suitable woman nor enough free time and reason so I can use it. You charm some of your female aspects then your male aspects and your minds and body parts synchronize. The problem was that whenever this happened I felt quite the TFW NO GF from a simple inner transformation process as I retuned my bodyparts.

Was wondering. Why did the Hag(loli) did not start menstruating while being able to attain perfect survival skills with her magic attuned abilities thus mastering her forest and living in absolute tranquil. (That acceptance of the tranquil and stillness was something important too that my mind missed. Accepting that nothing ever happens while the forest moves everyday. And you have to survive but your hunger is tuned to the bounty of the forest and your intuition guides you perfectly)

So we know nowadays that being well fed and the residual hormones in everything makes little girls bleed asap. This is the result of the industrial age BUT we are going to society even further before it. What makes little girls bleed originally. We know that it's "Puberty" thx to science.

Was surprised many years ago that whenever I started to manifest some dormant aspects of my "lover" aspect I could charm females like it was my second nature but I always cockblocked myself from going beyond flirting. Some years ago I noticed that whenever I act upon a special type of lust energy my mind and nose calibrates and I can pick up the smell of a woman if there was around any. The other weird thing was as my energies started to soar whenever I had emanating lust to a female that walked front of me they always looked behind randomly while I released that lust. I just looked at someone from my car and suddenly they looked back for a second.

It turns out there is a "brain" in the reproductive systems that feels and knows the presence of a suitable partner. Then it starts arranging the other brains for a "bonding" to start and if it's done perfectly a perfect consensual baby making happens with only the necessary amount of released eggs needed and not a single more. No eggs go "rotting" because the woman just "felt like it" then she "changed her mind". All the brains synced well result in perfection of the body.