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Thx for the reply

Here is what actually happened. I figured out what triggered this. SO while playing with the Gazer she found 2 white stones near my kidneys. First I didn't even realize it affects my kidneys I just thought it's in my stomach somewhere. (Now I reminded myself of basic anatomy after this whole thing). So far these things were energy blockages and they still sorta are. So I put it into my garden so it can be transformed. This transformation process is slow. So slow I sometimes doubt it even works properly. SO I grabbed one of my sunflowers and instead letting it take in the energy and grow big. I used it as a catalyst and as it sucked in the white stone with it's roots I let the energy come back into my body as some "sunflowerish" energy (it felt good and energizing). Yuuka even appeared (She doesn't really appear for me if I want something I have to go to her) and looked at me with a thinking face while not saying a thing. I even asked if I did something wrong but she said "no"

As regularly I paid no mind to this because this looked like my usual "minor" magic experiments. Then a day later my kidneys started to tingle a little. I even forgot about it. Then yesterday it tingled again. as I was posting yesterday and because I am not just aware of my kidneys now but I am trying to figure out what they do it means I am interacting with it too much. And all that fire that I bottled up in the last year started coming out. My body was so hot I couldn't even sleep. I had to keep the window open and outside it was freezing cold. I even had to take off my clothes while doing the daily grind while trying to map out the energy pathways it was trying to use. So yeah this no longer 0 effort. This is -1 effort now. I have to watch out to not accidentally trigger my kidneys fire. Also now I am feeling that water too. I can control the output now. I just have to cautiously master this before I give myself an organ failure for "accidentally" unlocking something once again.
The genie project is halted for now. I am playing with an another even more dangerous fire again. I will read up qi gong and find those energy pathways anatomy drawings that my chiropractor had because now I can literally feel it. And now I need to know what the hell I am doing.