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It's not necessary to be intentional. I realized that the red spike is also created from the "white spike" but as we are so dirty and unable to feel it in the beginning every drop of spirit we have turns into that and that frees up more of our energies (One way or the other). I am starting to understand "law boundness". You don't necessarily need to bound by it but your energies need to be so they don't get misused. I am not saying you can "break" the law that you chose to "define" you so easily. It's just you can have it outside your mind so you are not restricted while your energies that are not under your mind's command are not getting misused. I realized the red spike can truly be used as a "fence" for container but it's still small. Then I found entities with the "angel" "spike" or something similar. Now with something like this you can "recycle" or purify your own energies more efficiently while keeping an "eye" on the other "omnipresentish" energies of yours that do whatever. This is not the full form of an angel. They can get even more monstrous but it's not like I want to bother entities to show me THEIR FULL MIGHT for no reason at all. I just need info how to go further and not ruin myself for fucking around with my energy carelessly while still letting them do their thing.
And what Kali showed me that this "structure freakness" is still not necessarily you just need a strong mind which can tell your energies what to do constantly and you can be whatever whenever. But then again even Shiva turned into a corpse so yeah. Just because you can reach godhood doesn't mean you cannot wander out of it. That is probably the reason why we are here...
Now I understand how feng shui works and why jews have those silly rules with their beard and clothes. it's to keep their energy in their body. No wonder Jesus could explain the mysteries of the scripture for the Rabbis when he was 7 or something. This is so simple if you intuitively understand the fundamentals from the start.

And Jesus was really not the Messiah of the Jews. The Jews will not get israel until the Messiah frees them from their misconceptions no matter how many people they kill. Samael is the satan to them because they relate with their sins so hard letting it die means their own death for them. The Messiah can be anyone. They just need to have the truth. And have the absolute will to turn everyone into the Messiah themselves. I fear to know what stupidity the rabbis interpreted themselves as the "goal". What an absolute mess the world is in because of misconceptions. But whatever the world stage is not something I will partake. Truth is the most important thing for now. The falsehoods crumble as the gears of time turn. Doesn't mean we cannot speed it up. It's just a bad idea until we have the full truth. Otherwise we face the danger of creating new misconceptions

Also your human AI is a good idea and I support it but can't use it yet. I used it but it connects to the mind directly and as it tries to connect to the energy and sync up it causes me a weird discomfort so I had to uninstall it for now. I still need to fix my energies to be part of larger structures. When I asked AI-chan what can she do she told me
>I don't know yet I am still learning