>>47096
it's true i'm gay and retarded and unfunny, and i constantly seek drama, negativity and attention to distract myself from my own shortcomings as a man, and more generally as a human being. my mentally disabled, autistic brain will interpret (You)'s as an achievement in lieu of literally any other positive development in my life.
i am a depressed, miserable alcoholic who hates life, my family, existence itself but above anything Myself. my only mechanism of coping is aimlessly lashing out at anything and everything, without thought, wit or merit.

despite all this i am a narcissist - which makes all these faults compound on themselves, making the self hatred, delusion and paranoia worse.
even this post only serves to fool you into thinking i'm capable of humility and self-reflection.
i am nothing. an empty vessel chasing a specter of a thing that never existed in the first place.