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To be completely honest, Ashley nor I understood this was intended to be a fully pooled system and that changes a lot of plans on our end, both mine and hers. She wishes to fulfil a fantasy of becoming a better person against all odds and she's been masterful at portraying just how bad a person can start from, so stating from zero, any improvement is monumental on her part. She can do that in this campaign or her own, but that is her personal goal. She wanted to be "selfless, self-sufficient with initiative and justice" in other words a hero, and that came across as "selfish, greedy, impulsive and irrational" in other words a villain so she has a long way to go. In the intertest of finding more out about our party members, these are personal goals for her and she wished this medium could be that means for her. It can still be in my mind anyway just as you wish to be overpowered goddess of metal shifting, this game offers a way to earn that and it will feel more real, even too real. So that's a good thing and a bad thing. On the other hand you also wanted to walk around naked. I wanted to foster heroic cooperative strong friendships and present interesting and exciting puzzles and experiences without traumatizing anyone. (I'm not Bear.) We can't always have everything we want, but some things are possible with hard work. I'm working hard for you and so is Ashley believe it or not.

>Sorry for the rage and I am sorry if Ashley felt treated unfairly by me but I never wanted to hurt or disrespect her.

This goes hand in hand with the incongruity of Chan culture and this game so be gentle. I am encouraged to be having a civil discourse with you like this, pleasantly surprised to be honest. Based on your last few responses, I can honestly say Ashley wasn't the only one in-system with dark thoughts and doubts.

I believe your statement but that expressed intent was not decipherable from previous posts by this deficient system brain.

>But I could not let that behavior slide unchecked, it would sooner or later have blown up everything with real damage and bad blood. Committing high level nonsense is an art and you gotta know when to stop.

Please don't.

>So now, we finally have some light at the end of that unnecessary tunnel, I will be reasonable and I certainly do not want to be spanked by an 18STR barbarian with huge claws!

I disagree. It is necessary to bring up wishes and set boundaries as soon as they're discovered. Ashley being Ashley, it was handled inelegantly; however, hopefully you can believe she'll tread more lightly in the future.