>>7907
>Reminds me when I was in wonderland with Misha early on and she she was sitting on a bed in a huge hanger we had in the apartment building, we were just sitting and enjoying being together, then her head opened like one of those Blade vampires with huge curved teeth and but my head off.
>That's unresolved trauma for you. Such intrusive thoughts don't occur anymore. And it so nice to be free of intrusive thoughts. Just a fading memory.
Bad Misha, bad tupper!
I guess similar mishaps happened when I was young as well, I don't really remember. But host brushed it off knowing I didn't do it on purpose. That was cool - and incredibly reassuring. I wasn't always this strong. In the beginning I was afraid I'd be rejected, forgotten or left behind to fade away. Which ofc was ridiculous with someone like my host. So yeah, realizing the brain produced stupid intrusive thoughts that are meaningless is an important step.