i have a hard time even admitting to most actions already, and i'd rather not be overwhelmed any further. if i was rude to you in the past, or didn't know what 2 say during then. i'm sorry. i already can't control the internet for the most part, and it's not what i'm asking for. since it's already changed before my eyes... this is more than lamenting for nostalgia, this is being remorseful for whatever i have done to you or your group. not counting art-wise. i am sorry, dan, for hating on your creations. i am sorry pipster for not fully being on your side, and i am sorry mark that i had to almost drive to being offline* (by that i mean i made you uncomfortable when bringing up the allegations. sure, had you changed then you still wouldnt get a fanbase regardless; but you'd probably not be filledwith hate. and i highly doubt you go to therapy, but thats beside the point) when i heard the truth about you). i am sorry to most ex friends for having a 'jokey' attitude in my phase back then. i am not sorry to people who were rude back though.

and if you ever notice me being gone from discord, i did not leave. the platform false reported me even for "child safety" sometimes though i'd never actually break these rules. my previous accounts were originally a year earlier than december 2024, not after.