god i wanna kms im such an emotionally needy retard. if she breaks up with me, I want you guys to know it's my fault. Im just such a fucking loser with nothing going on in my life that I sperg out when I'm being ignored. She posted here instead of replying to me having a mental breakdown. I really don't feel good man. I hardly have any friends to talk to, only one really.

I'm such a piece of shit, can you guys just call me a chink or something