>>100665
You sound too unstable for a relationship. My two cents as someone who has also been too unstable for a relationship and made myself and another person more unhappy because of it. If you need constant attention and feel awful without it then you need more going on in your life before you should even consider having a gf. Most people here think a gf would fix everything but until your life gets sorted out it only fucks both of you up. Sorry you're going through this and have to realize it the hard way. You cant depend on one person for everything. Gfs aren't therapists or life coaches.