>>124274
You are underaged, this was never a place you should have visited.
You thought you could find normal interactions here, but you were wrong.
The damage is done, meaning you have been mentally damaged by being here. That's the hard truth and why you are reacting this way. Going cold turkey FOREVER is the only way to get out of this loop. Some egirls have managed to do that, for some it took years and several attempts. Maybe at some point you can come back and look at it as just a wasted time, but that will be YEARS down the line.