>>3912
I wish I could quit binge eating especially drowning my sorrows in hundreds of dollars of junk food ordered via doordash. I can barely walk anymore my back pain is so bad, my liver is about finished from how much dietary fat and cholesterol and tylenol and ibuprofen I've guzzled down over the decades, it's a miracle I'm only recently found to be diabetic from the gallons of soda and energy drinks I used to chug weekly, I'm such a monumental fatass "morbidly obese" falls short of how many hundreds of pounds of blubber is hanging off my meat and bone all because I'm so depressed and self-hating I can't stop eating to fill the hungry void within, most the time I don't even feel hungry I just eat to feel my stomach get stuffed and stretched satisfyingly, about the only thing that satisfies me and it's not even all that good anymore, how many times can you eat two whole pizzas or an entire cake and it not be boring anymore? I'm running out of copes for how bad I feel and how much I hate myself and how ugly I am and it drives me insane knowing everyone is almost as disgusted with me as I am for myself.